2012... HaPPy New YeARs

Assalamualaikum... da lame x updated  blog ni... huhuhu... maklumlah bz sgt2.. now 2012 tlh tiba... marilah kite mulakkan idup yg baru dgn azam yg bru..... thn 2011 tlh bnyk mninggalkan kenangan buat aq... mcm2 dugaan aq alami.. hope thn 2012 bnyk mberikan aq kenikmatan idup....

alhamdulilah....
thn 2011 mberi aq kekuatan utk lalui zmn pkerjaan.. now msih mcari kerja.. hope cpt la dpt,...

Inilah keputusan yg aq tngu2 di penghujung 2011...

nilah semangat yg aq katakan...

thank u to my love coz bnyk beri semangat pd aq..

x lupa jgk pd family yg bnyk dorongan agar aq kuat ....

k la... aq da x taw ni ckp ape lg.. sesi rest...

selamat thn baru 2011

cercinta aq & die

assalamualaikum..... lme gak x update citer kt blog ni kn...... hihihihii.... 

3hb julai 2011 aq berangkat pulang ker pasir gudang naik bus la kn... cm biase... dr ayer itam naik bus KKKL... dr umh nyai 2 akak aq (kak umi) ,abg ipar aq (abg ashied) n buah ati sy...(awish) antar aq smpai parit raja.... time aq trun keta 2 aq slm2 la dgn dieorg.. actually aq thn air mata ni... sbb sdh sgt nk tinggalkn awish... mcm ane x sdh kn... 2 bln aq bersama die kn.... layan kn die,,,, bley dikatakan aq ni da mcm pengasuh die @ dr pngilan kakak aq yg aq ni AMAH  kpd ank die la....  smpai dlm bus aq thn air mata ni dr mgalir... ape kn daya.. 

tp ksedihan aq terubat ble sampai kt LARKIN... ada someone yg mnanti kehadiran aq.... stelah 2 bln aq x jmpe die....die nmpak sgt bbeza... mulalah aq rse heppy tgk org tsyg tsenyum tgk aq.... pkataan yg kuar dr mulut die.... "B.... nmpk mkin berisi la.. pipi B da tembam.." fuyoo cm x cye jerk aq.... thank u En.Cayangku sbb lyn krenah B... hahahha ... time dlm keta otw dr larkin ker p.gudang mula la aq ckp aq lapo.... nk taw x die jwb ape.... " kte mkn kt umh cyg jerk la.... cyg da msk taw... smua ada" 

x sangka aq die da ciap msk b4 jemput aq kn..... ok la b4 ke rumah die aq g umh sewa dulu antar brg2 yg x diperlukan then aq bwk bju 4 andy kt umh die t..... bile aq da smpai umh die, x sangka kpulangan aq ditunggu oleh family die.... mmg bestkan... terase tharu sgt..... hihihih.... sampai2 jerk umh die aq da tuju kt dapur nk mkn la kn.... nak taw x lauk ape yg buah ati aq msk 2???? hihihihi.... "SARDIN" tp kn sdp sgt2.... 

mlm 2 aq da siap2 nk gerak blik umh sewa la kn.... tp b4 2 die bwk aq jenjalan.... pusing2... lastly die bwk aq g karaoke... peh... best... die lyn aq pnye karenah... mcm2 lagu aq pkse die nyanyi ngn aq... lagu pling best LAGU BUAT ADINDA" di tujukan lagu utk aq.... hahahaha.. terharu sgt2.....part pling aq suke....

padamu duhai syg..

yg jauh dirantau org, 

ingatlah pesanan dr kekanda,

jgn2 bermain mata,

jgn2 cuba mdua

kasihku cinta ku selamanya...

npe la aq ske part 2... adalah sbbnye... biarlah rahsia... hihihihiih... da puas aq melalak ngn die... time utk gerak blik sbb da lewat mlm sgt.... tiba jerk kt umh aq... umh gelap sgt2 sbb x de org... die x bg aq tido umh sewa... takot ape2 jd pd aq t.... susah t... so die wt kputusan  tdo umh die... so ikot jerk la.... tba kt umh family die... kteorg basuh kaki nk tdo la kn tp dsebabkan smua da tdo n x nk kcau mak die tido... aq ckp die nk tdo kt ruang tamu jerk.... so die bglah bantal n selimut die kt aq... aq tido kt kt lantai mozek tanpa beralaskan ape2... mula2 tido x sjuk da lme2 bru sjuk...  nk kjut die x smpai ati... die pon tido kt ruang tamu tp kt kerusi pnjg.... dkt nk pg 2 mak die bgn... mak die sdr aq tido atas mozek mak die bntangkan karpet utk buat alas aq tido.... terharu sey...  hihihihihi 

best la.... law aq x blik umh mak aq, kdang2 aq blik umh family die.. da mcm umh kedua aq....hihiiih.... 

thx u sbb sudi mnerima khadiran bdk kcik ni.... thx gak kt my cyg sbb terima aq seadanye... 

ok la... next time sambung cter lg..... bye2....

marry you....

assalamualaikum.... da lme x update blog kn... hihihih..... hari ni nk kongsi about MARRY YOU.... y??????

actually lagu ni dperkenalkan someone 4 me... who?????? msty la cik abg cyg.... hahahaha.... first dgr jerk da jtuh hati.... membuat ati bdebar2... hahahhaha..... i wanna marry u cyg.... only u..... hihihih.....

to everyone yg taw sape... diam2 jerk la....  best gler la lgu ni....

Marry You

It's a beautiful night ,

We're looking for something dump to do,

Hey baby,

I think i wanna marry you.

It is the look in your eyes

Or is  it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think i wanna marry you

Well i know this little chapel on

the boulevard we can go,

No one will know,

Come on girl.

Who cares if we're trashed got

a pocket full of cash we can blow,

Shots of patron,

And it's on girl

Don't say no no no no no

Just say yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

And we'll go go go go go 

if you're ready

Like i'm ready

Cause It's a beautiful night ,

We're looking for something dump to do,

Hey baby,

I think i wanna marry you.

It is the look in your eyes

Or is  it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think i wanna marry you

I'll go get a ring let the choir bells sing like ooh,

So whatcha wanna do?

Let's just run girl

If you wake up and you wanna break up that's cool

No i won't blame you,

It was fun girl

Don't say no no no no no

Just say yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

And we'll go go go go go 

if you're ready

Like i'm ready

Cause It's a beautiful night ,

We're looking for something dump to do,

Hey baby,

I think i wanna marry you.

It is the look in your eyes

Or is  it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think i wanna marry you

just say i do

tell me right now baby

tell me right now baby

baby 2X

It's a beautiful night ,

We're looking for something dump to do,

Hey baby,

I think i wanna marry you.

It is the look in your eyes

Or is  it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think i wanna marry you

hand made.....

kek batik....

sdp kn...

1st time try ni.... alhamdulilah mjd.... kpada yg da rse..... sdp x???? hihihihi

ni bhn2 nye....

bahan-bahan

1 bungkus biskut marie (350g)

1/2 buku butter

2 biji telur

1 cwn serbuk koko

1/2 cwn milo

1 cwn air

3/4 cwn gula

cara-cara

1. patahkan biskut mjd 2

2. msukkan koko, milo, gula & air ke dlm periuk. kcau smpai smua larut dgn api yg sderhana.

3. msukkn butter & kcau smpai cair

4. kecilkan api, msukkn telur & kcau shingga mjd pekat , pdmkn api.

5. msukkan biskut & kacau shingga biskut diselaputi cokelat.

6. msukkan dlm loyang & tekan2 sehingga mjd mampat.

Universal Studio Singapore

Assalamualaikum.... ape kabo smua... sorry da lme x update blog.. hihihihi.... bz la.... actually bru abz final exam... alhamdulilah dah berakhir smuanye... skrng sesi berehat di rumah... ni nk bkongsi cter ckit.... abz jerk final exam 28hb april 2011.... aq prepare utk g bcuty..... hihi....walaupun just one day at singapore.... 

30hb april 2011, aq n family juga family pak enal bercuty ker singapore.. tmpt yg aq nk sgt g... nk taw kt ane?????  jeng..jeng...jeng.... at Universal Studio Singapore... best gler g sane.... we'all bertolak dr jb kul 8.30 pagi... 

ni time kiteorg breakfast kt bwh jmbatan...

ni gmbr dlm  bus b4 btolak.... 2 pas lawatan ker USS..

we'all smpai USS dlm kul 10.30pg.... smpai jerk kt USS terpegun sgt2 melihat kehindahan yg ada.... law ley smua nk msuk...

ni bgambo time trun bus...

kak ani, kak umi, aq n asha....

x dpt bgmbr kt globe... sdh sgt.. sbb under maintanance..

ni pintu gerbang b4 masuk USS 

ni aq bgambo dgn btol HERSHEY'S

dlm USS ni ada bnyk tmpt... ada HOLLYWOOD, NEW YORK, SCI-FI CITY, ANCIENT EGYPT, THE LOST WORLD, FAR FAR AWAY AND  MADAGASCAR. 

masuk jerk kt USS ni korg akn jmpe Hollywood ... best taw... 

mahal botol 2.....

ni kt jln hollywood...  

amboi2....

sempat lg aq peluk tiang kn... hihihih

with my sis n cousin

ni ngn iman....

ni pakai topi king...

ni keta polis

comel x?

nape la kteorg bgmbr kt  signboard ni... hihihi

sesat time ni...

ni kt new york....

with yellow cab.

my mum with yellow cab

takot plak..

robot

aq???

kt sci-fi city ada  battlestar galactica cylone and human...

with abab...

blue- cylone.. red-human

seram gler... kteorg naik cylon.. die pusing 360 darjah... kteorg tgantung... 

jantung mcm nk gugur beb.... trun jerk aq da melayang...

next we'all naik roller coaster kt ancient egypt.. seram gak la.. 

the lost world n waterworld x dpt msuk sbb under maintanance... 

aq akn pasty kn next time aq msuk ctu...

this kt far far away...

kt cni kteorg tgk movie 4D..

 terasa air merecik ker muka.. 

terasa kt kaki ada labah2 bjln...

best gler...

dpn istana far far away

its me...

with my family...

my mum

comel2....

time mkn... just mkn roty jerk... 

bekalan yg di bawa dr umh....

rumah die ada gula2 n biskut la.. sdp2...

tp...

x beli sbb was-was...

next section, kteorg g madagascar...

best 2...

comel kn aq naik ni...

mcm my mum jerk...

bestla... mama sy mmg sporting...

b4 balik.. kami bgmbo...

sweet memory 2011

aq harap dpt g lg USS... nk msuk tmpt yg aq x dpt msuk ari 2.... thx to all family.. u'all mmg best....

egokah aq????

sometime kte x pnh  tahu isi hati org lain kn.... kdg2 tu kte mkin mlukakan ati mreka... tp... adakah itu slh kte???
dlm dunia ni xde sape yg nk dilukai or mlukai... tp apekn daya ianya blaku scara tba2.... andailah masa bley diundurkan... pasti smua ni x akan blaku kan....

bila dgr lagu 'EGOKAH AQ'....
tsentuh ati ni.... adakah pnh mlukakan ati org lain??? ya allah... andailah aq x mampu utk memilikinya..... mampukah aq kuatkan ati ni????

Egokah Aq

ku tak penah merasa gundah dihatiku

ketika denganmu 

saat kau, kau belai rambutku

kau temani aku

kau basuh luka ku

kini semua berlalu

kerana engkau tak memilihku

salahkah aq mencintaimu

walau ku tahu ku tak dihatimu

egokah aqmemilikimu 

walau ku tahu kau tak memilihku

ku harap tuhan cabut nyawamu

agar tak ada siapa yang memilikimu

sedarkah kiniku tak rela

iman ku telah sirna

mimpiku tak nyata

@kkj

tanggal 18 feb aq g la jejln kt kotarye.. mklum r bosan smentara tngu my mum abz kje... then aq tserempak ngn bdk kkj... so aq ikot dieorng g studio.. tgk dieorg menari.. mula2 aq kberatan nk ikot dieorg 2 tp entah la.. allah tlh mguatkan kaki utk mlangkah mnuju ke bgunan komtar .... adakah aq takot utk btemu ngn ssorg yg aq cuba jauhi saat ni.... kwn yg aq syg.. nmun sbb sedikit mslh teknikal.. aq mgambil kputusan utk mjuahi dirinya...

alhamdulilah berkat kekuatan & sokongan aq melaluinya dgn brani... sometime kte x pnh mduga kn... ape yg kte lalui saat ni... bila aq smpai jer di kkj... ati ku mula bdebar2 ..... wahhhhhhhhhhhh... nervous la.... aq duduk di satu sdut yg bdekatan ngn pintu.. saat aq tiba di kkj.. kwn baik aq 2 xde kt studio..  tp tpat kul 3.. die pun msuk ke dlm studio...

ya Allah..... btapa tkjutnye die mlihat kelibat aq di situ.. tuhan jerk yg tahu prasaan die saat tu..... die mneruskan langkah menuju ke bilik psalinannya.... ada yg ckp bdn die mgigil bila tgk aq kt c2... tp aq x taw la btol ker x...  die pelik... cm ner aq boleh ada kt c2.. tnpa sbrg msg yg bg tahu die aq nk ke kkj...

actually aq ke kkj bkn ats dasar nk jmpe die pon.. law ble aq nk jauhi diri aq ni dr die... aq nk cuba lupakan ape yg da wt aq sakit ati sgt2...  aq pegi kkj sbb nk jmpe ngn abg n akak2 kt c2... da lme aq x jmpe dieorg... lgpun aq da lme x tgk org mnari.... terasa gian plak aq ble tgk dieorg mnari ...

pastu kn.... lps jerk die kuar dr bilik psalinan 2... die lalu dpn aq.. 1 soalan jerk yg kuar dr mulut die pd aq..."Apa ko wt kt cni?????" urm... lum smpat aq jwb... die blalu tnpa mnunggu jwpan dr aq..... aq  diam sribu bhsa....  aq x ksh ape ko nk ckp ...

alhamdulh rndu aq pd kwn baik aq ni trubat jgk walaupun aq x bckp dgn die... aq skadar melihat die mnari jerk..... urm.... sjam lps 2... aq ambil kputusan utk blik..x snggup aq lme2 kt c2..... aq mningalkan kkj.... tp... aq dpt tahu..lps jerk aq kuar dr pintu studio 2.. die blari mgejar aq.. tp die x sempat jmpe aq sbb aq da msuk dlm lif... sorry k... aq x de niat pon nk blalu mninggalkan kkj tnpa mgucap slm pd ko... aq xnk ko tahu prasaan aq saat 2.... aq hope sgt2 ko pndai jge diri ko 2... aq nk sgt ko tahu.. aq sntiasa ada utk ko cter pape jerk pada aq.. sbb ko KAWAN  BAIK aq.... urm...

 dlm kpala  otak aq skrng ni... ape function die lari kjar aq????? nk kate die g toilet x mungkin sbb die x pkai slipar... da 2 sbb ape ea???? wajarkah aq btnye pd die sdngkan aq cuba utk mjauhkan diri dr die.... wajar ker??????? adakh ats dsr utk meminta maaf pd aq???? urm... entah la ea... aq mls nk fkir.. skrng ni aq hnya mmpu doakan kjayaan ko jerk....

* kesimpulan kt cni... walaupun kte mrh kwn kte.. jht mne n sbsr mane slh die pd kte... die ttp kwn kte kn.... anggap jerk la die x de wt slh.... allah ske pd hamba yg memaafkan hambanya.....

wassalam.....